Random Musings #1
Well this is not some series or anything of a particular genre, this one will just contain things that are mere abstractions it could be just dissecting particular emotions or life in general. Another important thing is this is not about me the reason I mentioned this is, since I usually have a soft corner for melancholic writings people feel I'm sad and temme to cheer up that's not done :-/ so I thought of informing prior :D
This particular post is inspired by this pic and written in first person...Hope you enjoy reading! Do give your valuable feedback :)
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Until
Forever’s Gone…
It was
nearing midnight and my mood was surprisingly languid, it was that particular
moment when I didn’t feel like thinking or following the practicalities of life
and society but to let my mind and heart reel freely. I sat there perching
besides the window seating idly murmuring songs that seemed like some
incoherent mumbling but it hardly mattered as I had none to please and just
soothe myself.
It was in moments like these when I wondered how
it would feel to revel in you and bask in your love, to love and to be loved
back by you! But tonight astonishingly a certain unknown fear gripped me
amplifying my pulse rate turning my beat and breath erratic, it was then that I
realized that I was too sensitive and terribly lonely; I somehow didn’t realize
when the phase from being social turned solitary but it sure was a gradual
process. In a flash love seemed a farfetched thing and all that I needed now
was a friend, a person who befriended me despite my flaws, my uncanny nature
and my fickle mood swings because even I was no ideal perfect person. Letting
out a sigh I crawl back to my bed and wait for weariness to take over and lull
me to sleep taking me to the world of dreams where life though is not full of
glee but someone somewhere is there with me.
In moments of despair,
It’s not always love that you need,
It’s just a true and caring friend that will suffice.
-Fatima
