But I know it ain't that easy,
To cry in the night and wear a smile in morn,
I sigh and let out a small plea to the God above,
To help me forget and move on......
And give me strength to trod all alone....
P.S: I'm not moaning neither am I whining nor do I wish for sympathy or pity like some people may accuse me of, I'm just letting out trying to pour.......
-Fatima
Nicely written Fatima.
ReplyDeleteWhen you know what you are doing, you don't need to clarify anything to anyone, because the one's who allege things will still do, and those who don't, won't.
ReplyDeleteNice lines.
Cheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete
simply loved the lines...they are coinciding with my life as well.I am also going through similar phase in life.... Crying all night and have to wear a smile in the morning just for the sake of folks who try to make u smile...
ReplyDelete@ Divya: Thanx a lot di !
ReplyDelete@ Blasphemous Aesthete: Yeah that's true but dunno why I tend to forget that at times like these.
Glad you liked them.
Take Care,
Fatima
@ Rolling Stone: And its really a painful period coz you just can't open up to anyone it has to be someone in particular and the pain doubles when that person is not near you...
ReplyDeleteAnyways glad that you liked them and could relate to them..
And hope this time fades soon!
Take Care,
Fatima
He never said its going to be easy.
ReplyDeleteNor free of problems.
But he gave you one thing.
The strength to change and fight.
There will be rocks in your path, its upto you what you make out of it. A bridge to cross the problems or a wall to shield. :)
take care my charming angel :)
Beautiful poem Fatima..:)
ReplyDeleteYour poem reminded me of a poem by Rabindranath Tagore. This is the one -
ReplyDeletePrayer
"Let me not pray to be sheltered from dangers,
But to be fearless in facing them.
Let me not beg for the stilling of my pain,
But for the heart to conquer it.
Let me not look for allies in life's battlefield,
But to my own strength.
Let me not crave in anxious fear to be saved,
But hope for the patience to win my freedom.
Grant me that I may not be a coward,
feeling your mercy in my success alone,
But let me find the grasp of your hand in my failure."
@ Deepika: Yeah problems are a part of life and there is no point in grumbling about them, someone really gets frustrated of me when I grumble about them at times...
ReplyDeleteNevertheless it was good to read the lines!
Charming angel...are you thinking the same as I am??
Take Care,
Fatima
@ Valli: Thanks a lot dear :)
ReplyDelete@ Sayak: Beautiful poem indeed, thanks for sharing it and also for visiting my blog!
Take Care,
Fatima
Hey, Hi
ReplyDeleteSorry for being late. I did read this before, but only heaven knows why i didnt leave a comment!! O_o
hmmm, the thoughts are beautiful as always...(i knw i dwell in it more than necessary) a prayer, a wish, but still bitter sweet...
abt the post script, let ppl think wat they wish to, write for yourself...all along the way, you'll hav ppl arnd you judging wat u do, and wat u dont. but always remember, such are the ppl who do not hav anything good to do in their own lives...so, jus ignore... ;)
Regards,
The Silhouette...
@ The Silhouette: Hey its alright, its better late then never isn't it? Glad you finally read it :)
ReplyDeleteThanks that you found the thoughts beautiful, and its good to delve deeper than necessary at times even I do the same and the result is something entirely different! Yet somewhere it grants peace.
About the post script yeah at times I do think a lot of people when I shouldn't but off lately I've stopped getting affected by others, some of those who know me might not agree but what can I do if I'm that vulnerable to them?
At times, I question myself is it somewhere not good to be vulnerable to someone esp. if that someone might not understand you and the reason is your own words mislead them?
Take Care,
Fatima
@Fatima
ReplyDeleteAt such times, it would be a matter of choice, who is more important? is it the other persons feelings, or would it be our pain? and always remember, its we who give others the power to hurt us, coz we make ourselves vulnerable...
So, think n decide, will it be them or U...
:)
Regards,
The Silhouette...
@ The Silhouette: Yeah at the end its we who decide everything, sometimes for our own happiness we let someone let hurt us...
ReplyDelete....maybe for some moments!
Take Care,
Fatima
Ah.. What are you thinking? ...Shabnoor ? :-D
ReplyDeletehmm..actually a lot I guess...but not that much also that I lose myself to others...just about some loved ones and their recent behavior, but I guess You can't clap with one hand only...
ReplyDeleteanyways its Fatima...not Shabnoor, that's just a user name dear :)
y so sad.....?????
ReplyDelete@ PraJaktA: Not sad anymore...the phase has elapsed !
ReplyDeleteGlad you read it at least...
Take Care,
Fatima
..writing is d best way to release d piled up emotions..and you have wonderfully done dat..
ReplyDelete..keep writing.. :)